Wednesday, August 5, 2009
was the drama competition for 1st round..
hypothetically, there are 3 groups in the competition..however..
the 1st group sadly had to back off becuz..the main actor unfortunately had to be quarantined..
so..left only 2 groups..
at first i am very dissapointed with my class drama..they just love to fooling around when practicing..but..
on this miracle day....we decided to practice using the stage..
although that night there was another team using the stage, we're still determined to wait until they finish almost 10pm..
so...all of us criuzly damn tired..but we still have the spirit to practice..cuz the competition is tomorrow.. shish! time is running out...!
izzy( the director ) which is the main actor too...ask me to replace him as the director..
at first i was hesitating but with his mumbling and all the nagging..i cant say much..
just do what he says..
so...i am the director, the narrator and handling the PA system that night..
at first..i didnt manage to be a 'director' but then again..
slowly....i learn the rythm..it's not that hard..we just have to have the emotion and feel the script..and be in the story..
so.. the practice went just ok...but..
shockingly..when the actual day...
OMG...criuzly...everything just unexpected..
they did superbly superb..
good job guys!!! i really am proud of you!!
if we manage to go to the final..i...i..
GOD!! i am thunderstruck!
ouh yea...thnx to mr.reza...
Sunday, July 26, 2009
i don't care if you talk to other girls.
Girls, if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change!
- someone who will treat you with utter respect.
- Someone who will honor your morals.
- Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
- Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
- Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
- Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "I love you" ..and actually mean it.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
believe it or not...it's been a week i do not touch books nor do any readings...
and now i still have the feeling not to touch the books..perhaps i'm allergic to it..
yesterday night, i overheard my parents talking in the living room.their voices are very low...very very low..seems like they are hiding something from me..obviously!
i crept up to my door to hear them better..
" we'll see first her result ,then..we decide..ok?" ayah said to umi..
later, umi reply.." yeah, i think it is all becoming too much for her.."
after i overheard their small talk..my heart dropped with dread..
before i come to a decission to continue my study in matriculation..
i told 'em that if and only if i failed in matriculation then i agree to go to MSU..
well it's very long story and i've cut it short..
right..so i'm in deep dilemma..and i stick to the phrase..'practice what u preach'..
cuz i really don't know what i want.. and right now..
everything just mix around here n there..sad..anger..confused..happy..urgh..
kill me now!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
i really miz my friends. it's been 5 months we didn't hang out...every and each of us are so busy with colleges and Uni...eventhough i'm having my mid-sem break but most of 'em are not..~~sigh
friends are evrything..without 'em i am nothing..they are my soul and my rythm..
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
U - Ujian
P - Pertengahan
S - Semester
it's only a test! why do i have to be like a psychotic juggling over the books? why oh why?
oh well...to hell the UPS..i did try my best and if and only if i failed...i already know :D
i'm holding on tight to ayah's advice..
Ayah : do not study to the max...
and i said...OF COURSE I WONT!
ayah is the best :D
well today is biology, the last paper and it was tough...but i did answer all the questions!
can't wait to be home...
after all the struggling and hardwork..it's the best for me to relax now..
Saturday, June 6, 2009
the guy with the glasses is Ah Kai ( my crush )..LOL
and the guy with the batik is Mr.Reza ( my ehem ) bahaha.
c'mon.. he's my supervisor a.k.a my lecturer..
you guys ROCK!
this picture was taken when we had farewell party for Ah Kai
( bottom; third from the left )
on 5th july 2009.
he receive an offer letter from JPA and he's leaving to Ireland..of course in medicine. Congrats Ah Kai..we are so proud of you.. :D
the farewell party started around 3 p.m and ends at 5.30 p.m...it was really fun hanging out with them but at the same time the party was gloomy...Ah Kai means a lot to me...in a good way for sure. He helps me in study and also lend me his shoulder when i feel really miserable..he is the best guy friend so far in KMM.. sob sob sob... i'll pray for your success Ah Kai..we hope you will remember us forever..
in this picture, Ah Kai was surrounded by so called ANGELS..LOL!
i suppose to be at my home sweet home at this very moment..sadly my dad had something to settle in Perak.. i really am homesick right now..i can't go back to bangi next week either because next week is the election day..what a life man! like it or not...VOTE FOR THE BEST and think wise..
Thursday, June 4, 2009
11th may 2009, the date that will remain with me forever. The girl that has brought up in a very close family is now leaving away...far far away from home.I am leaving to Malacca!!!! urgh..so far.. Eventhough ayah said that," come on, it just 45 minutes from your house." BUT STILL, i am not ready for this so called college life. No matter how hard i tried to convince ayah that i am absolutely sure matriculation a.k.a college is so not for me..ayah insist me to further my studies here in KMM.hurm...malacca..how's the weather? how's the people there? will they be my friends? all stinky thoughts came across my mind at that time..hold on! is there any such place as cinema there?perhaps just a small mall for me to distress or just to have some window shopping? oh NO!
well, i am here now..in Malacca Matriculation College
Back at my home..all food are well prepared by umi..my lovely, dearest umi...I LOVE YOU UMI!!
i remember the first week i'm in KMM..the orientation week...
GOD..please help me here..that week was so EXHAUSTED!! i had to wake up at 4 a.m just to hustle over the shower..if i am late for just a minute..then it would turn out to be like michael jackson's concert..ROFL..
that week.. all i could remember is..i just had some bread for my breakfast..and...bread for my lunch and bread for my dinner..bread...bread..bread..long live bread! thnx to Gardenia :D
bio class...i thought for the first week of class we do not have to do any reading, listening and writing. My thoughts are 100% wrong..
"CELL IS A BASIC UNIT OF LIFE"
LOL..well, welcome to college life..do not expect or asking too much..learn how to manage your time..
it's been a month i'm here...all the stinky thoughts and all the complaining blew away...and now, my heart..my mind welcomes the new me..